I think I have loaded my whole life. this is how I used to eat. No wonder. I hate loading. i hope to remember how awful I feel whenever I want to take a bite of something. I am starting another round tomorrow. I am blowing up. I hate loading. I pray that the HCG will work. My usual fear when loading for another round. I learned a lot this last p3. Nuts are not my friend. period. nuts have starch. period. so, another round and i will do well.

i hate loading. tomorrow is injection 1 . anther load day. may i always remember this awful miserable feeling.