Friday, February 27, 2009

I finally get it

It has been over a year on the HCG diet. I am about to start another round to get to my final goal and stay there. I have lost (depending on what day it is) over 65 pounds. Yesterday I had a bad day. I ate like I was loading thinking that my HCG was going to be here any day. i was just thinking that in the past, I ate like I was loading everyday of my life. EVERYDAY! so, here we are at another steak day. I won't get the HCG until the 6th of march. So, I have to cool it until then. I have to remember how awful I felt going to bed last night. They way I have felt everyday before HCG. I can not live like that. I already feel better. Today I will eat one steak with fat and that is it. I will not feel like that again unless I am loading on HCG. I need to lose 15 total pounds. I finally get that I can not eat like I am loading on any day unless I have the HCG.

I can not let myself feel like that again.

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